The shadow of light.

In life I have also gone by the concept of:

"Aim low and avoid dissapointment"

I mean for me so far in life it has been a good philosophy to live by, i mean come on you never get hurt and everything always lives up to your expections, WHAT COULD GO WRONG?! Nothing right, well sadly I was very mistaken and you will probably one day will too. Your bar will be raised and that one person you try and get out of your head just won't budge no matter how hard you try. Lifes full of choices we have to make, so are hard, some are easy but when it comes down to it you have to go whats within you, and not through anyone else...you will constantly be compared to everyone in this life you need to BLOCK THEM OUT, because if you constantly worry about them then you will become the shaddow in their light and trust me from past experience that is just not a good place to be.

So I say walk with your head held high everyone is beautiful in this world and everyone will get their chance just hold on until then, and grasp everything that comes you way. Do this for yourself, be the shining star in others, when they walk in the shadows, as you have done before.

the wonders of BOYKIND.

Right this ones for all you ladies out there! Everyone always says that boys are from a different planet and I used to think what the hell are these psychos on about, they are right here on planet earth! But *NEWSFLASH* girls, they are, they are stuck on planet ZONK without a clue! This is the 21st Century girls, where boys are more worried about when the next Call of Duty game is out, so unfortunately we have to make the first move, yes I know its daunting but unfortunately yes it is the only way. There are some things however boys will give away, like a CALLING to make you come to them:

1.The eye contact. (not the one you put in your eye).
2.The cheeky little smile.
3. They will go shy. (If they aren't cocky. aragent a-holes).

The two most common things, that are the calling techniques that they have learnt in looserville. Then it is up to you they have given you the signs of the approach, it is stupid, and you may find some that are REAL MEN and will approach you, but they are almost extinct. So unfortunately we need to WOMAN up and go get our men, do it for all the disfunctional men out there girls!

This is one girl who's not giving in.
Peace out ladies until next time.
OVER AND OUT.

Keep Looking

Last night I realised something, that our dream is actually "achievable". I've realised for a while now that I don't think I would actually be able to carry on without achieving, so now it has become more than just a dream, just something that you hope will happen but now something that has become a part of my life, and will be for as long as we are alive. The emptyness deep inside of me is growing bigger and bigger, we need to move forward in order for me to overcome this obsticle, its only two weeks now, the end is in sight. For now i'll stick with Avenged Sevenfold, Lostprophets, 30 Seconds to Mars, Blink 182 and My Chemical Romance, they guided me towards my light, my savior, music, and A.C. who will always play a massive part in my life. My childhood was never the best, but no where near the worst, keep looking for your dream and grab it with both hands and never let go, because if you do life could be very dark and grim, show the world what you got.

We might not all make history, but its guaranteed we will all make our own history.